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The plane descended through the afternoon clouds, sunlight filtering like powdered gold across the wings. When the plane broke through the mist, the ocean below shimmered and the outline of Prince Edward Island appeared, soft and slow. I leaned against the window, watching the harbour, the low rooftops, and the rivers winding through the green. The island seemed gentle and quiet, like a story that never rushes to be told. When the wheels touched the ground, the air carried salt and grass, cool and clean. That first breath grounded me in a way I could not explain. Time seemed to slow its pulse here. We left the airport, bought jollof rice from a roadside stall, and sat by the river to eat. Sunlight slanted across the water, the wind carried traces of sea, and every bite felt heavier with presence. We spoke of nothing and everything, measuring time through laughter. In that stillness, I felt the rhythm of the world soften.

After lunch, we spent far too long finding a ride app that worked, fumbling between unfamiliar names and slow connections. It was a small confusion, but somehow comforting. We were no longer rushing anywhere. The car drove along quiet roads where houses and trees flickered past under a sky so clear it almost seemed transparent. When we reached downtown Charlottetown, the sunlight had landed on the rooftops like a final gesture of warmth. The streets were calm and slow. The air carried a tenderness that felt untouched by time, as if the island had chosen not to hurry. We sat in a small café, ordered two lattes, and watched the afternoon drift by. People outside walked as if they had nowhere to be. The music was light and careless. For a moment, I forgot that I was only passing through.

Later we wandered to St. Dunstan’s Basilica. Sunlight streamed through the stained glass, scattering into colours that floated in the air like quiet prayers. The bells chimed softly and the city exhaled beyond the walls. We walked in silence around the church, tracing its stone curves before heading to the harbour. The wind stung our eyes, the waves broke against the boardwalk, and a seagull crossed the horizon. It was a kind of silence that filled itself, the world moving without the need for sound. That evening we met friends at a seafood restaurant. Steam coiled under the warm light, the table filled with mussels, crab legs, and lobster. When I lifted the spoon, an old memory surfaced, like a ripple from another life. Ottawa, years ago, sitting with my first love, laughing over a pot of mussels at a buffet. The joy then was pure and effortless, distant now but still warm. Time blurs faces, yet taste remains, binding us to who we once were.

After dinner we went to Cows. The ice cream shop glowed like a small lighthouse in the darkening street. While my friends queued, I wandered through the souvenir shelves, past shirts and magnets printed with the same smiling cow. A gentle distance rose in me. I knew I did not belong here, but I also knew I did not need to. Sometimes belonging is not about roots, but about the peace of standing still. We drove half an hour to a countryside resort, surrounded by trees and open sky. We had planned to see the Milky Way, but the night was too bright, the stars hidden behind distant clouds. Even so, the wind carried salt from seawater, and the moonlight spread over the grass like a thin veil. The silence made me hold my breath. I thought, if there were a little less light, perhaps I could see deeper into the universe. Yet maybe life is the same. Light and shadow coexist, and imperfection itself completes the picture.

At dawn we walked along the shore. The sun rose slowly, the waves lapped at our feet. My brother picked up a stone and smiled. “Let’s see who can skip farther,” he said. I bent down and joined him. The stone bounced three times before sinking into the sea, leaving ripples that looked like small echoes of time. The sound reminded me of childhood, of afternoons by the lake when we played without thought or end. To see that memory return after so many years gave time a shape. We sat on the sand, talking about work, life, the friends who had drifted away. The sun pressed warmth into our backs. For a moment, it felt like time had folded, past and present breathing in the same rhythm.

When we checked out, we stopped at a farmers’ market. The air smelled of fruit and freshly baked bread. Vendors smiled and asked where we were from. Their warmth made the world feel less harsh. Later, we visited Indigo and the Canadian Superstore. The first was lively and full of voices, the second clean and quiet. They felt like two separate worlds. The market carried the pulse of local life, while the store followed the order of global rhythm. Maybe that is what life is, the constant swing between the two, between the familiar and the distant, the grounded and the universal. That afternoon we went to another seafood restaurant recommended by the waiter from the previous day. The oysters and mussels were fresh and sweet, the taste of the sea itself. Sitting by the window, sunlight reflecting, I thought this was how a journey should feel: not filled with surprises, but touched by light, wind, and voices that linger.

Toward evening, the sea breeze softened. We followed the coast to a lighthouse near our lodge, separated only by a patch of grass and a gravel path. Its white body glowed faint gold under the sinking sun. The light had not yet turned on, only the waves rolled beneath. The sky burned orange, clouds moving slowly like mountains in sleep. My brother took photos while I set my phone to record and simply stood there, watching the sea and light intersect through time. In that stillness, I understood something. Not every meeting is with another person. Sometimes it is with yourself, the self who can pause, breathe, and let the wind pass through.

Night fell, but the lighthouse stayed dark, perhaps long unlit. Streetlights cast their glow over the sea in gentle circles, drawing a soft path home. Back at the inn, I could still feel the lighthouse outside, as though its invisible light was brushing against the window. It was far yet near, like the breathing of someone watching over us. We played cards, talked, and watched a movie, laughter stretching time into something pliant. When silence returned, the room dimmed, and I could still sense the light shifting on the wall. I closed my eyes, listening to the sea whisper. The journey may end, it said, but you never truly leave.

The next morning, we packed and headed to the airport. Saying goodbye to Charlottetown brought no sadness, only quiet understanding. Some distances exist so we can see farther. As the plane ascended, sunlight rippled across the sea, the light echoing the memory of the lighthouse. Even in departure, it seemed to say, there will always be a beam to guide you home.

When we landed in Ottawa, my brother and I hugged before parting ways. He went to meet his friends, and I took VIA Rail back to Toronto. The train moved slowly out of the station, sunlight flickering through the trees, my reflection overlapping with the passing scenery. For a moment, I saw the lighthouse again, still shining somewhere beyond the horizon.

The return should have felt easy, a quiet satisfaction of coming home, even after parting. But a call from Taiwan disrupted the rhythm, a sudden work issue that cut the trip short. In Toronto I had only one day left. I listed names and places in my head, then chose two: my first love and an old friend.

That morning I met my first love in a small French bistro. Sunlight framed her face, and we talked about the past, about the versions of ourselves that time had softened but not erased. In the afternoon I met my old friend at an Indian restaurant. The air smelled of curry, the sunlight lay warm across the table. We laughed about the wild years, the things we thought would last forever. Life, I realised, is sometimes less like a line and more like a circle, reassembled over and over. We do not return to the start, but somehow we always meet again at familiar turns.

As night deepened, the city began to glow. Wind brushed between buildings, carrying the first chill of autumn. Headlights stretched across the wet roads like ribbons of time. Neon lights blinked, voices scattered. Everything felt both near and far. I realised then that lights are not so different from memory. They appear, fade, and reappear in new places, yet together they form the way we see the world.

Someone once said that cities are made of endless departures and reunions. I was walking among those fragments. The crossings of chance and time no longer needed names; their quiet presence was enough to remind me that I had once been here. At the door of my residence, I stopped. Streetlights reflected on the glass like an unfinished painting. The wind brushed through my face, cool and rhythmic. As the lights drifted away, I felt a calm certainty. The end of a journey is not departure. It is learning how to make peace with what remains.

In that moment, I understood. Sometimes we return home through time. Sometimes we linger in the air. The time we can return is brief, and the moments we can stay are precious. But as long as we remember to look towards the lighthouse, we will never lose our way.

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